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Friday, September 30, 2011

Becus this is us. it's us.

just gonna stand there and watch me burn
that’s alright because i like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
that’s alright because i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 1]
i can’t tell you what it really is
i can only tell you what it feels like
and right now it’s a steel knife in my windpipe
i can’t breathe but i still fight while i can fight
as long as the wrong feels right
it’s like i’m in flight
high off of love drunk from my hate
it’s like i’m huffin’ paint and i love it the more i suffer, i suffocate
and right before i’m about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fuckin’ hates me
and i love it, wait, where you goin’?
i’m leavin’ you, no you ain’t come back
we’re runnin’ right back, here we go again
so insane, cause when it’s goin’ good its goin’ great
i’m superman with the wind in his back, she’s Lois Lane
but when its bad its awful, i feel so ashamed i snap
whose that dude? i don’t even know his name
i laid hands on her
i never stoop so low again
i guess i don’t know my own strength

[chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 2]
you ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
when you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
got that warm fuzzy feeling
yeah them chills used to get em
now you’re getting fuckin’ sick of lookin’ at em

you swore you’d never hit em, never do nothin’ to hurt em
now you’re in each other’s face spewin’ venom in your words when you spit em
you push pull each other’s hair
scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
so lost in the moments when you’re in em
it’s the face that’s the culprit, controls ya both,
so they say it’s best to go your seperate ways

guess that they don’t know ya
cause today that was yesterday
yesterday is over, it’s a different day
sound like broken records playin’ over
but you promised her next time you’ll show restraint
you don’t get another chance
life is no nintendo game
, but you lied again,
now you get to watch her leave out the window
guess that’s why they call it window pane

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 3]
now i know we said things, did things, that we didn’t mean
and we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
but your temper’s just as bad as mine is, you’re the same as me

when it comes to love you’re just as blinded
baby please come back, it wasn’t you, baby it was me
maybe our relationship isn’t as crazy as it seems
maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
all i know is i love you too much to walk away though
come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
don’t you hear sincerity in my voice when i talk?
told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
next time i’m pissed ill aim my fist at the drywall
next time there won’t be no next time
i apologize even though i know its lies
i’m tired of the games i just want her back
i know i’m a liar if she ever tries to fuckin’ leave again
i’ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

[chorus]

Saturday, July 9, 2011




MY BABY<3. She learned the tongue thingy from us.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

We are who we are.

"If you fundamentally don't agree with a company's policies, vision, or values, then you will be compromising your own vision and values working there. If a company is not a right fit for you, a job at that company will not be a right fit either and eventually you'll become unhappy with the company, the job, and with yourself."


I think this is true all around. It seems like the longer I stay, the more I feel unsatisfied with the company and myself. I realized that sometimes they make me feel that if I don't live up to their expectations, then I am trash. And times like that I would leave work feeling unsatisfied about myself. Employers not valuing their employees. Here, we are not treated as individual. But more like...checker pieces. Our opinions don't matter. We're place where we are assigned. They don't value their employees because they know that there are many people out there that are in need of this job. I totally agree. But if it betrays my values as a human constantly putting up with their vision of values of people, then I would rather not. I think I can survive without it. Maybe this is how working in the real world is like. At the same time, this company has gave me strength to do well at school. Get a degree...and one day, I will come back shopping making twice the money these people who made me feel like trash. And I wish the same people that I am referring to will still be working. All my efforts will be into school and waits for this day to come. This marks my goodbye to this jobbbbb!

Thursday, April 28, 2011

A good day well spent







Palo Alto was success! Cheesecake factory, serramonte and sceneries. First time @ Stanford Mall together as family. We can practically say that for anywhere. lol but oh well. The gymboree there had so much sales! All accessories 99cents. I had to stock up for Jamie as she gets older. Tops can get as low as $2.99. I wish someone could have took a family picture for us :( yesterday was a good day or should i say only day we can spend together to take jamie out for some sun O:) but this baby...slept the whole time almost. This picture was when we were almost leaving and she woke up to be fed. Such a good day has the coldest end. Maybe it was worth it to you. Some people should learn to honor their words more. Then maybe trust wouldn't be a problem. *Off topic... I love forever21 as a customer. Hate it as an employee. BUT I'm starting to fall in love with H&M more and more. I didn't like it at first because I can never find anything there. Their outerwear and tops can get more pricey than forever. Maybe the quality? hm. Now the week of working begins....again.

Monday, April 25, 2011


"Men are born between a woman's legs and spend the rest of their lives trying to get back in between them, because there's no place like home." Hahahahahaha!


pretty.



"A loud voice of a man threatens a woman, but the silence of a woman shakes the consciousness of a man."



There is a technique in love. We follow the rule "Love one another." and if it doesn't work, just swap the last two words: "Love another one."

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