Time

Why do people have lose things to only find out what they really mean? Why is that you always want what you can't have? ... so much thoughts for such a little time. Time..time.....something that won't wait for any of us. Time brings us together for a period of time yet can also tear us apart anytime. Time is so cruel. BUT sadness flies away on the wings of time. Anyway, I just realized, it's so lonely being free. Something that I fear so much in my life. Never thought my blogger would be the first one to know. Throughout Jr. year, maintaining free time was so hard because of job and work conflicts. Yet I complained that I had no social life but now .. I really wish I have no time at all. Yet nobody really understands me the way I want to be understood. Not even you. Yeah, you. but of course, never really had such expectations of you to understand anything about me. Trying to know someone really does take sincerity eh? but in this case, there wasn't any trying from the start. I hate the day, because it lendeth light. To see all things, but not my love to see.

WB!

ahhh .. i'm finally back! okieokieokie .. Tuesday (8/4/07) I came out to buy some 1cent paper at Staples w/ Cheryl Pang :) first we went to the one on Vaness but unfortunately, they had no more college rule! then we went to the one in downtown..hilarious bcus one of the worker there recognized me from monday bcus i was there with baby! nd he made us buy a .75 cent notebook if we wanted to buy pass the purchase limit haha omg x.x they were heavy! then we went to chinatown bcus she had to pee so we stopp byy ABC bakery restaurant, a jewelry store, and snack shop .. i couldnt carry it so i called my sister to pick us up. nd then we went to mission to the nail supply shop nd manila supermarket<3 nd home! Wednesday (8/5/09) met up with felice so she can perm her hair !! :) we were at the salon for ..mm..i would say..from 1:30 til 6. I kept buying Chrysanthemum drinks! we also met a really cool stylist name Jennifer! basically, had a girl talk! haha and afterwards, my sister came cus i recommended her to cut her bangs there. nd den we went to downtown for a bit of shopping^^ and waited til boyfriend gets off work nd den ate at King of Thai. I love #4 on the menu now! finish eating..then went to Macys* for a bit nd home! ..so yesterday (thursday, 8/6/09)..in the morning.. bank, post office, quicklys and then i went to sf state. with my sister for her register classes. my i want-to-attend-there school! wow. it wasn't my first time there bcus i've done volunteering there before but wow! this time i noticed the campus is so colossal. .saw my aunt since she was sitting at the Student Service Registration Desk. haha! talked to her for a bit nd den off to another building! afterwards, we went to stonestown..just did a bit of shoppping hehe <3 . afterwards, we went to my mommie's shop until 5 ish. boyfriend came over and we playedd super smash bros. brawl for a bit then walked to san bruno to eat dinner since i was lazy to cook my terrible food :( then we came home and played some more video games til like midnight! today..woke up around 10. so late :( slept late!! nd den got ready nd me my sis and boyfriend went to banana island. i was starving..and the outcome of eating..i became so bloated.. x.x nd..im tired of typing okie bye! just waiting for baby to get off work at 11 then off to watch G.I Joe at 12:15 a.m show :)