I appreciate my false eyelashes glue.

sigh* winterbreak is like almost over :( once we get back, finals are here and then wah wah wah. so the final schedule is out ..but i guess i only have 3 classes to study for finals =p since T.A & photography is a free-bee finals. heheh i love photography class!! on the good side..we get off at 12 everyday during finals and start at 8 a.m :O ! less school time !! and on friday..i don't have any 6&7 so i wont have to come =p but yeap..so today b called me and came over early in the morning..so i got ready and we went to quicklys .. and then his house afterwards. watched drama and den he had work..walgreens to pick up daddy's medicine and yeap. anyway, i've been home since like 2'30! doing nothing much but drama..i showered ^^ did a bit of homework and uhm cleaned a bit. mrkim's skit is going to be tough =[..i have to memorize 13 lines ah ah ahhhh. about to help my mommie go cook soon so byeees <3

"all these people in the world and you can still feel lonely. It always seems to be the same story. I find happiness, and things are great for awhile, the boy promises me so many things and says the sweetest things. Then the phone calls become less, the i love you's become shorter, the words start to get harsher, and the only thing he says are lies..."


turn on the shower, lock the door. fall upon the tile and cry once more. grab a towel, damp the sounds. don't let a soul hear that you`re breaking down.





i'm so scared of the future. even if it's tm. you just like to take my kindness as my weakness huh?

I aprreciate my mommie's fabulous cooking :)

(kind of messy decorations because me and my brother got lazy =p)
yay!! it's friday tm <3 one more week and winterbreakkk!! so we're doing secret santa at home. i haven't bought anyone gifts yet =( if only people would tell me their wishlists!! i had udon for dinner today.. honestly, i don't really like udon...but i guess because my mom made it..it's an exception. btw, it was delicious. i don't like how Japanese restaurants cooks it. the soup is not goood! our christmas tree is up..the picture is somewhere here.. so lookie :] i just uploaded all my photos from my old HTC to the computer because AT&T just sent me a new one ^^ ! it sucks how i have to keep the back of the fone..where all the scratches are =( .. heh. anyway, today i got off at 11 a.m school nd den went to eat pho at irving. then my houseee and then serramonte ^^ ! okie time to shower and study for english ..

I appreciate my Dove conditioner.

idk why the picture quality is so bad..too lazy to change it to .png =p

At Hokkaido buffet (=
Century Daly 20 about to watch new moon !! =p .. or old dogs i dont remember!


boredom in the car w/ babiee =p

idk he went to the bank .. :3 <3


our first halloween togehter 10/31/2009 (= !! on our way to eat ABC's bakery because it was the only thing open at that time :(

some day.. after stonestown =p

11/6/2009..afterschool on thursday <3

I appreciate my hardworking parents.

<3 <3 this song .. is so.. <3 so today..i woke up at 6:20 a.m to get ready for school. i have to get ready in the dark now that my cousin sleeps with me. it's hard..but eh .. yeah. i'm so tired of getting up so early in the morning. first period me and karena just talked about college nd stuff..2nd period..lecturing..and more lecturing..homeroom...idk nothing .. 3rd..priscilla yanked a white hair out of my head..and the weird thing was that only the first 3 inches from the roots were white. I guess its due to lately..there's alot going through my mind. i feel that there's really nobody to run to now. nobody understands me. i finally understood.. all man for themselves. 4th period..i went to the third floor only to find out that ms marriotti didn't need me to T.A for avid so i went back downstairs..ate a cup noodles. and yeah. hmm todays Decemberrr already. Christmas is coming up..i like the christmas atmosphere that's going around. i also decided that everytime i blog, for the blog title to put something i appreciate or thankful for.

"to thine own self be true, thou canst not then be false to any man" - Shakespeare. I