happy birthday to me. happy birthday to me. happy birthday toooo meeeeeeeeee. happy birthday to meeeeeeeee. *blushes* ...... haha. it's currently 12:10 a.m im sitting here bloggingg. i feel all sort of emotions right now. i dont know why but i don't feel like it's my birthday. i'm really sad . . . but i dont know why. i guess im not as strong as i thought i would be. thank you felice for dropping by so late to give me your gift and schubert's cake. thank you nicole and adam for being me out. and for the lovely cake you made me. thanks cheryl for the voicemail. last but not least, thank you to my boyfriend for trying so hard to make me happy. thank you everyone. im sorry some things didn't work out though. but thanks anyway. i really don't like my birthday anymore. it sucks. but thank you to my parents, especially to my wonderful mother. i know at times, we don't really talk. but i love you anyway. im looking out my window right now, looking at the sleepy world. it's really...soothing. daddy, hope youre having fun at your sleepover..i guess no birthday kiss from you this year :( . . . but its okay. im really sleepy. and tired. but cant sleep .. hm . . ty blogger <3 ty for sharing my thoughts. ty towel for wiping away my drops <3